This question pops up too many times in my lifetime and I'm sure it's going to pop up again later in my life. How do you value your friends and how your friends value you? There are times when you just treat certain friends so good, hoping something or at least some responds but no. I know that people always says, went to do something don't expact something in return. The truth is, I'm not that type of person I still expact something in return. Be it just a "hi" do or a sincere thank you. Then at least I know I'm being acknowledge. How far are you willing to go for a friend which you treasure but knowing that your friend doesn't put the same treasure value on you??? I guess in life there are questions that have no answer to it and left unanswered.When you do something for a friend, do you think they know it? Or just being plain dumb about it? Sometimes I just wonder how can people live their life without friends? Is it that, they have been betrayed by friends and being mistreated too many times, and the only friend is me, myself and I? But life without friends is lifeless, I guess these are one of the spices of life that makes every individual unique and our life goes from one end to the other. There are still too many things in life to learn. Practice does makes perfect, but making mistake to learn from it is the bittersweet of life.
Friends come
Friends go
The ones that you treasure today
May not be your friend tomorrow.
But the ones that you ignore today
Maybe your greatest buddy you follow.
I've posted this quite sometime in another blog which I think it's really interesting to bring it over.
And something just happen today. It's a question that I need to ask myself, have I betrayed my friends/colleagues. The situation was most of them went out for late lunch and I was not in the mood for lunch so I stayed back. Everything just happen and I have no idea what I was doing? My boss called to look for one of my colleague and I should be lying about and tell my boss that "she's in the restroom" but I didn't I just told him that "she's out for lunch". And that's where all the trouble comes :( one lead to another....my boss then ask for another person and then again I could have lied and I don't know why I didn't!!! And again I speaks the truth that he's out for lunch as well. That's it I know I'm in deep shit!!! Boss was asking who else is out for lunch...I'm in deep shit!!! Should I spill it out or again lie?!?!? But all these thinking only comes after I told my boss and keep blaming myself why didn't i lied to save all my friends/colleagues. Till now I just felt bad that I've got all my friends/colleagues in trouble. There is one in particular which I think he's quite upset and a close friend of mine that hurts me most.
I just wanna say "I'm sorry" to each and everyone of you from the bottom of my heart. I really cherish our friendship and though I've not known you gals & guys long but to me it's a lifetime.
Mystery? Secrets? Who knows? Everyone have their secrets, everyone have something no one knows about. Dark secret? Only you and God knows what are those. It all depends on how you would like to reveal them to your friends. Everyone wear mask at sometimes of their lives to disguite some truth which they wouldn't want to reveal. But how good are you in hiding all the truth that no one knows....And how good other see through our disguise? No one knows how vulnerable we are to other? Some people are really good some people are just not for it.I guess some people are just too good in notice any slight changes in our behaviour. But do we avoid these people who know the truth or keep denying the truth from others for the rest of the life. I guess burden like that are just too hard to carry around. Do we find new friends to avoid people are too close to knowing the truth or just like the movies kill the person who knows the truth to hide the dark secret. How well can you keep a secret? Or how well can your friends keep the secret for you? No matter how, in 1 stage of life your friends will betray you for something that they want. But whether the betrayal it's worth it or not nobody knows. How long are you going to keep your dark secrets and how long is your friend's dark secret or how long do you think your friends is going keep your dark secret.
Why do everyone have some dark secret in them. I can rest assure that everyone do have their dark secrets. It's a matter how much they would like to reveal their secrets to people and conceal the rest in some bottomless pit where no one can reach them. But are we happy with all the lives we live in? Leaving a life which you created that you "think" it's happy and content? But in actual truth it's all lies that we're living one after another. To conceal all the mysteries and secrets and buried together with us down the grave!!! And do you think that's the end of your dark secrets? I guess not!!! Some point in life it's revealed and it's going to travel. There's a chinese saying "Good news doesn't leave home, but bad news travel thousand and thousand of miles away". Agree?
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