Just the topic alone I think it's hard to explain and express! People talk about their griefness and sadness but how come people tense to forget about the happy moments they have? Happy moment seems to be gone with a blink of an eye, and sadness seems like a lifetime. It's just funny how one can advice people to be happy and not grief, yet ourselves can't release ourselves from such situation when we're struck with it?

So how are we going to make sure we're balancing ourselves from all these grief and happiness?What preventions measure to keep us balance?

I guess everybody has a bad day or a bad week it's just how bad it gets only. For my case it begins on Monday and lasted all the way to Saturday. And I'm really thankful it's all over, hopefully :)

It all begins on Monday nite as I went out dinner with a friend of mine. Not knowing what to eat and wondering around and finally made up my mind to have sushi since I hadn't had it for a long long time. It was just fun having dinner with friend and chatting about work and friends. And when one is having fun, time flies. We moved our seperate ways back to our crib. The nightmare begins as the clock struck 12 midnight, when to the toilet and starting to pee through my rear end. Something is not right here and I felt totally uneasy and went to bed and suddenly feeling going to toilet again and it just begin and didn't stop. I was totally exhausted by purging just fluid. As I try to stay calm and wait for the clinic to open the next day. As the hour passes it get worst and now I feel like vomiting. My parents are going back hometown the next day and I was totally helplessly motionless laying on my bed waiting for help to come. As I manage to get my cousin brother to come and fetch me to the nearest clinic. After when to the clinic and got my medicine and I'm my way to road to recovery but I'm still weak as I stayed at home and rest. Any smart employee would have turned of their mobile phone but yet I'm so stupid to leave my phone on and there goes my rest day. Company just called me up to work!!! I've all my reason for not going to work and yet my boss have all the reasons for me to work. I told him I'm just too weak to drive and he ask me to take a cab. And I told him I can't drive long distance, he says got another colleague to drive us there. Best reason has yet to come. I told him that, there's no toilet @ the site. He ask me to bring toilet rolls and settle it by the bush. I seriously think the only way I could really have a good rest at home would be telling my boss that I'm hospitalize and on drips.

That's not good enough as the day pass I'm station at the site most of the time to make sure things are going well so that I would start doing my decorations. Another mistake of mine was to leave my bag in one of the drawers. I've my digital camera, thumb drive, measuring tape and keys with me. By the time I went back to my bag it's only left with my measuring tape and keys. I've no idea what the indon wants with my thumb drive!!! Even that, they also want to steal. I've been trying very hard to forget that my digital camera was being stolen. After few days later I still can't forget about it and was walking around the site thinking about my digital camera and I walk myself into an accident. I burned my palm! How it happen? I was going down the staircase as people are welding the staircase and the place was in a mess. As I was going down the staircase I slipped and was about to fall, I hold on to the bar. And that's the bar they are doing welding on. And the pain was excruciating, lasted for nearly half an hour. I was thinking how bad could it be and can u image all these happen in just 1 week. I guess it's still not that important all these things happen to me. These are just something in life we're going through. Things lost, things found, wound will heal.